Rehen en un sueño sin fin

tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?

drawing and taking a nap :)

we come to this planet alone, empty handed with a grim on our faces, we cry

We live our lifes, besides people, touching people, feeling people, caring about people but we are alone and alone we stay

The hollow hole inside of you grows, it becomes a disgusting monster eating your guts creating chaos in your mind,

 breaking your love apart,

isolating you from the world

hating your body and soul,

we destroy  ourselves slowly and gradually,

until we phsyically disapear

I want to leave this deseperation
Runaway from all the mess i made
Its not my fault how you feel, you decided it
I dont want to go rehab,
If addiction is a sickness please dont come near me, it might be contagoius

I inhaled, the smoke came out beautifuly, dancing in the atmosphere, moving in the wind, creating ribbons in the sky

I stared into the dark emptiness feeling the silence tickling my ear

The sound of the city echoed amplifying and desintigrating in time

I inhaled your perfume in the air

I felt your eyes struck my back, I turned around but it was the dark emptiness 

The branches of the trees sang to me perfect melodies

I closed my eyes and felt the breeze softly touch my pale skin, you became the breeze

Like the drops of water pouring down the melancolic clouds laying down the earth waiting to be absorved

you where absorved by the breeze